Trust.

Trust.

It’s such a big word.

It has its own limits for different kind of people. Hard to built but can easily destroyed. 

Why is it so hard to trust people anyway? Because people suck. That’s why.

We have trust for a friend. Like when we tell secrets and all. We trust them with our secrets. We know they’ll not spit anything out to anyone. Not under any circumstances that they’ll tell our secrets.We know they’ll be there to listen. They’re always there no matter what. That’s why we trust them. But when they open up our secrets, we lose trust. 

Then we have a trust for that special someone. We gamble feelings. Risking our heart. We know what we’re into. But because of that trust, we keep winning. Keep smiling. We trust that someone to love us unconditionally. And only us. But, what if they cheat? What if the love fades? What if they love someone else? For all the things that we’ve done, all the sweet talks they gave, hopes they gave, then watching it all being destroyed in just a blink of an eye. What will happen? We lose trust. 

So, can we trust ourselves? Like when you said you’ll wake up at 5 in the morning. Will you? When you said “This is the last episode I’ll watch.” Will it? And when you said “I’m done letting people into my heart.”

Are you?

No.

You can’t even trust yourself. 

It takes time to build trust. Don’t let shitty things destroy it. Be kind. Think about people’s feelings. Don’t break trust. 

Though, I never lose trust in Allah. His plans for me are always perfect. Allahuakbar.