Friday, December 18, 2015

Self esteem where you at?

Assalamualaikum. JAWAB!

K straight to the point lah. Tadi aku rasa mcm indirectly terhina kat cafe sbb aku tgk perempuan sekeliling aku lawa gila. Aku rasa mcm nak tanam muka aku dalam tilam tak nak keluar. Kau bayangkan angin kuat tiup2 diorg nampak macam artis. Aku kat tepi dok pegang dok lipat tudung tak kasi terbang terselak mcm kena tampar dgn angin.

Tiap kali aku keluar bilik aku mesti rasa self confidence aku rendah, rasa org pandang aku rendah, rasa ditertawakan.

So i tried my best to look good every time i step out of my room. And sometimes i tried too hard. Pastu aku fikir, aku nak impress siapa? I mean, first of all dekat uitm dengkil ni semua asasi and that means semua sama umur. And i myself know that I'm not even interested to guys my age. Tapi tu bukan point dia. Point dia sebenarnya why try so hard to impress people when they bring no meaning to your life?

Tak kisahlah kau nak pakai tracksuit ke selipar jamban ke high heels ke skinny jeans ke shawl ropol2 ke tudung bawal ke asalkan kau selesa dgn diri kau so you can be your own self. Kau jenis sopan ke teghejal ke, be yourself. Be happy. Live your life. Because why impress people when you have the greatest treasure; your family and friends.

Btw ada org cakap kitorg gelak kuat cafe. Hm sorry. Sorry that our awesome life offended you.

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